little bit of it

Think, think, think, observe the landscape from the window and dreaming of escape, runaway, smiling, laughing, and then back to the hard reality, and just wanna throw everything, get angry, cry, and then lie down and calm down, brain freezing , take care not to forget, to stop, sit on the floor creaking under the weight of his body, taking his face in his hands, sighing, rethink the past, future,lie down, curl up, feel the tears on the cheeks, wiping tears and makeup that sank, sniff, nose blowing, crying uncontrollably, and cry, cry, cry again and again. GIRLS JUST WANNA HAVE FUN.

cheers to the teenage year(y)

August/veneránda

Simple Plan - Welcome To My Life
Arctic Monkeys - R U Mine
The Temper Trap - Sweet Disposition
Skrillex - Scary Monsters And Nice Sprites
We The Kings - August Is Over
The Wanted - Chasing The Sun

Linkin Park - The Catalyst
Ed Sheeran - The A Team
Bring Me The Horizon - The Fear That Gave Me Wings
Asher Roth - G.R.I.N.D

Find me

Find me in the other social networking.

In here you can see my other accounts/links on other sites! Feel free to follow me. (:

* tumblr = http://www.bubblegumsmilerainbow.tumblr.com/
* twitter = http://www.twitter.com/deborapgkan <-- you might have to wait because my twitter's locked cause, you know, i'm dead serious about my privacy.
* instagram = Tuffamacpord

xoxo. Thankyou, buddies! :)

About me.

Hello there, buddy.

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My name is Deborah. A pure mix of batak-china. I'm a student currently living life to find out who i'm gonna be.

A little bit about my life. Well i have 1 brother, which is 'not-too-fine' with me. (yeah, most likely people in general, their like to fighting) but he's a really nice person. And my parents, i can't describe lot it.. cause i have my own perception to them, but other people will think that my way of thinking was sick. . I live in a pretty big city, full of big buildings and stuffs like that. And i'm still in junior high school now.

I'm a weird and you must know that.. i don't really like socializing, but i'm pretty sure that i'm not anti-social. Btw, i have a lot of friends! and i really love them. Yeah.. you know... friends is like the family you don't have. And, talk about family.. my family and me are not to close. . not because we live in the different city. But i don't really like them. yeah i'm such a weird to say like that, you must be concerned about my way of thinking, but once again... this is me.

I like nice things; music, shoes, Justin Bieber, books, hanging out, travelling and video games, melted  cheese on top of sushi (nah, yeah).

I dislike BORING CONVERSATION (i'm dead serious),temporary things, cockroaches, lizards, hustle, darkness, and arrogant people.

I enjoy listening to arttm, linkin park, paramore, simple plan, we the kings, the temper trap and tame impala . I listen to music approximately 98% of the time. (1% = school), (1%= reading a book being a weird).

I'm that kind of person who would rather spend time on the internet being cheesy than wasting my time searching the right one for mehh.

i guess that pretty enough to describe a little bit of me.

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about this blog...

this is not my frist time blogging in the internet world, yeah my first time is when i'm still in elementary school. I started to write things since i was little, but the different is i used to write things on my diary, but now i found blog and think it was more fun :p I writing as my personal way to express my feelings, to describe what's going on with my brain and with writing, i don't know, i feel free. yeah. i m s o w e i r d.

xoxo, Deb.