suitcase of relax

Soooo i just had been dating with someone; one of my lucky classmates. Yeah, you can call him Boobear, i know it isn't his real name but i don't know why every single person in my class says that he is the cloning of Louis William Tomlinson from 1D (lol) this just getting serious, i mean it just because he has the same nickname with that 1D's personnel, (louis). 

Okay, let just skip that cheezy part. You could say that our relationship is very controversial because.. you know, i'm from the tribe of batak. Yeah, so, even if you had the different family name with that person (whose batak too) if you're not lucky, you could still have cognation with that person. Like me, My family name is Tambunan, but my boyf is Silalahi. But we still have a strong cognation, it's like.. we have different family name but we have the same great-grandparents. So we know that our relationship won't work. We know that in the end, we have to broke up. We knew that our relationship is temporary and i knew it too that i hate temporary things. But that's not what i want to talk about....

I mean, i knew it from the start that my relationship with him won't last long. But i love him, he stole my heart in a blink of an eye (meeh, this is very dramatic). Yea, but i made me believe that love, is love. Love makes me believe that when you love someone, things like height, weight, intensity of good-looking-face, even your own tribe, doesn't important anymore.. you don't need that and it isn't worth it to talk about. I mean, love is love. When you love someone, you just love him/her. You'll love him/her sincerely, give your heart to them even you know they'll broke it sooner or later. Then i believe love is blind, because you can't see it but you can feel it. And love makes you to not care about things like i've said before. I knew that my relationship won't last but.. yea i could say it's temporary and i hate temporary things. But sometimes.. i understand it myself, sometimes.. rule has made to be broken. And i had my new rule: enjoy the little things. Sometimes, the little things means a lot. 

Live in the moment, enjoy every single moment of your life even if it's temporary or eternal. Because i learned that every moment you spent with sadness, you wasted your happiness. Make your own happiness, life is complicated so don't make it more complicated. Make it simple.. so here's my tip when you're sad/mad/depressed or things like that = 

1. Wash your face with warm water and soap, as much as you like.

2. Eat your favorite food, eat A LOT.

3. Play cheerful songs, dance like no one watch you.

4. Stay calm, keep your mind thinking with "Oh the joys of not giving a shit"

5. Watch your favorite movies so many times

6. Go showering, as long as possible, play with soap's bubble

7. If it's necessary, scream as loud as you can. Or, just run around your house or everywhere you want.

8. Don't forget to diet because you just ate a lot of food

9. The very important thing to do: Pray.

yea, that is my advice. You can do it or not, it's your own. But i think the most important thing to do is.. Pray. Just pray and you'll feel patient, relax, and you know everything's gonna be alright. No judge, i'm not fanatic but that's what i do when i feel down.